A Peek inside of me.

Do not be afraid.

Published on May 3, 2005 By Moderateman In Misc

In my brain there is noise. Lots of noise.. Never ending chatter.

Anger at the thought of leaving her……… alone

Tired of being ill.. fear at a slow painful demise.\

Sleepy.. need more rest.. but rest is the little death..

Love..everytime I awake and see…. Her

Peace I seek constantly.

Joy in small things.. the chirping of birds.. the feel of my cats.. the smell of flowers.

Pain as my body breaks down further… once powerful, now weak. Listless.

Memories of war.. I cannot shake..

Time.. my enemy.. goes on..

Comments

foreverserenity

on May 03, 2005

Elie, this makes me want to take out the kleenex. So insightful in thinking of her and so descriptive.

(((((((((((( ELIE )))))))))) Here's one back to you.

Moderateman

on May 03, 2005

Reply By: little_whipPosted: Tuesday, May 03, 2005Sweety, sleep is not known as la petite morte, (the little death) that's ORGASM.Take 2 and call me in the morning.

this I know but for me to sleep is to cut into my time ALIVE,, hence the liberty of twisting the definition. get me?

Moderateman

on May 03, 2005

Reply By: foreverserenityPosted: Tuesday, May 03, 2005Elie, this makes me want to take out the kleenex. So insightful in thinking of her and so descriptive.(((((((((((( ELIE )))))))))) Here's one back to you.

thanx forever {do you allow anyone to call you by given name>?}|

foreverserenity

on May 03, 2005

thanx forever {do you allow anyone to call you by given name>?}|

Of course. I've mentioned my name before, Donna or D (my hubby calls me D)and anyone else whos'a good friend!

Suz (Floozie) refers to me by name too.

Moderateman

on May 03, 2005

Reply By: foreverserenityPosted: Tuesday, May 03, 2005thanx forever {do you allow anyone to call you by given name>?}|Of course. I've mentioned my name before, Donna or D (my hubby calls me D)and anyone else whos'a good friend!

may I count myself among the ones that can use D or donna? {real carefull about assuming or overstepping my boundries}

foreverserenity

on May 03, 2005

may I count myself among the ones that can use D or donna? quote]

(Laughs) Elie, of course, whatever you want to call me.

{real carefull about assuming or overstepping my boundries}

Now you're getting so formal with me (more laughter)ok, D is fine!

Moderateman

on May 03, 2005

thanx donna,, I hjave just learned to be carefull on the net, that's all.

foreverserenity

on May 04, 2005

I hjave just learned to be carefull on the net, that's all.

I hear ya my man. It's tricky out here in cyberland!

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