For a man that has stopped almost every BAD HABIT that a human can have {no I will not go into details} This cigarette habit is the one I just have not been able to get a handle on. I started smoking in 1959 and as of today have been smoke free almost 4 full days.
I am losing my fracking mind, but am determined to stay stopped.
Focus is something I have lost for now, and I have the ATTENTION SPAN OF A GNAT, So I will be in and out of here time to time, spending most of my time fighting this monster of my own creation/.;
Wish I could get my hands on the first person to give me a cigarette I would unscrew there neck....lol
wish me luck..
elie aka scatteredman.