WELL my friends my surgery date has been set for Sept 12th this year, now I get to worry a whole 6 weeks before the cutting begins, LET THE FEAR BEGIN!!

This morning I finally had my 'reading' of my MRI about my right shoulder problems, well the good news is, no torn rotator cuff, the bad news is I have frozen shoulder syndrome. meaning some ligaments and tendons have attached themselves to part of the bone itself.

So when I get a surgery date I will be out of writing commission for about a month, the Doctor told me it will take about 12 weeks to heal, with physical therapy.

I cannot tell you how afraid I am to be rendered Unconscious for surgery, after the coma in January any thoughts of being unconscious without ME BEING IN CCONTROL of when I wake up scares me half to death. The surgery will be removing the tendrils of ligament and tendon that does not belong and shaving the bone in the socket so there is more room for it to move freely. Sounds like some serious pain in my future.

I am sure there are a few of you that would love to never see the name moderateman on a blog again. Maybe even one or two of you hope I will not come out of surgery alive. For you all I can do is pray. For the rest, when my surgery date is set I will update, and on the day of surgery will ask for prayers, kind thoughts, small animal sacrifices, whatever for a successful surgery and fast healing.