America has problems, but America is NOT THE PROBLEM!~
Published on July 24, 2006 By Moderateman In Blog Communities

 For the few that actually bothered to write me an e-mail I say hello, for those of you that posed with "oh gee is he ok?" and did not bother to write and inquire yourselves, fuck you!

For those of you that would have written if you had my email, I also say hello.

For those of you that claimed to be my friend and promptly forgot I was alive.. a large hippo crypt fuck off.

I am feeling slightly better today and have an appointment to talk about another round of peg-interon treatments even though I failed the first round. My first treatment knock my 18,000,000 count viral load to zero and even though it only took two years to get that high again {bad} I would like seeing it down to zero for a year while in treatment, even if it reoccurs it will extent my life.

It feels as though I have not been here in months although in reality is has been around two weeks since I have posted.

If you have nothing kind to say to me stay the fuck out of my blog, read if you must but please no hypocritical salutations.


Comments
on Jul 24, 2006
Hugs Ellie. It's great to 'hear' from you. I've not look at my email yet for a response but I sent greetings by way of Whip the other day. Glad to see you're still you!! Love you bunches!
on Jul 24, 2006
I must not have caught when LW put her email addy in the forums somewhere. My well wishes are sincere, though...no hint of hyprocisy in them whatsoever.

I really do hope you are getting better...you are not one who can be easily forgotten, for you are such a big part of this community.

*And well, if anyone would want to share their email addy with me, that would be great.
on Jul 24, 2006
must not have caught when LW put her email addy in the forums somewhere. My well wishes are sincere, though...no hint of hyprocisy in them whatsoever.


I miss alot on JU and I don't recall this either. LW please send me an email to genedwinell@yahoo.com.
on Jul 24, 2006
Reply By: little-whipPosted: Monday, July 24, 2006fs--i did send you his addy, so check for it now, and dont forget to check your spam folder, i use hotmail and some systems screen me out.


Thx Sabrina!
on Jul 24, 2006
Hello from the non-fuck you pigeon hole! glad to see you check in and even gladder to see your still full of piss and vinegar too...
on Jul 24, 2006
I'm glad to see you around.

You may feel angry with me, and that's ok.

I've waited and waited to email you because I just didn't know what to say. Which is a terrible thing for a friend to do, and you have every right to feel all sorts of negative things toward me.

I think a lot of you, Elie. You are a really special person, both in who you are and in the life you've led. You've always been extraordinarily caring toward me, and while I never did anything to earn that care, you gave it with gusto.

I am sincerely sorry for neglecting you. Knowing you were so bad off really clammed me up, and I was afraid and unsure of what to say to you.

Again, I'm very, very sorry Elie. Very sorry.

I'm just glad to see something spunky and fiery from you on here.
on Jul 24, 2006
Hi MM!

Glad you felt up to posting.

Miss ya round here!
on Jul 24, 2006
#1 by foreverserenity
Mon, July 24, 2006 1:34 PM
thank you donna,

#2 by little-whip
Mon, July 24, 2006 1:37 PM

you know it whip!


#7 by Shovelheat
Mon, July 24, 2006 4:03 PM


yer one of three no, four joe and I appreciate it



#8 by Texas Wahine
Mon, July 24, 2006 4:04 PM


tis ok tex, fuck it, I am not that central to anyone except coll.

#9 by Tova7
Mon, July 24, 2006 6:14 PM


always tova, will prolly go out screaming, fighting and cussin like a marine.
on Jul 24, 2006
#4 by InBloom
Mon, July 24, 2006 1:56 PM


I appreciate the thoughts, rose.

#5 by Adventure-Dude
Mon, July 24, 2006 3:13 PM


very kind of you even wanting to write.
on Jul 24, 2006
MM,
I don't know what you are going through. I know very lil about Hep-C. I don't have any means to contact you and I and extremely nervous about throwing my email out in public like this (there's a lot of weirdos out there). But it is my hope that you receive it in good faith. As I said on LW thread. You are one of the few I consider a friend here. You were the one that kind of took me under your wing here on JU. It is my hope that you will send me a message so I at least have your email. If you don't I plan to take it off tomorrow and will accept the turn of the tide. Either way you can't stop me from praying for you ha ha (the stubborness revealed).
on Jul 25, 2006
Hey Elie,

I haven't got your email address so I guess I'm excused. I did shoot off an email today to Whip to get it though, so as soon as I have it expect to be annoyed from downunder.

I do hope you are doing okay. I don't have any experience to relate or advice to give. Just know I'm thinking of you and yours, mate. All my very best...
on Jul 25, 2006
Brandie is an equal opportunity ignorer! Then again...she's got a very full plate at the moment, so I suppose I can forgive her.


two small boys and a bun in the oven to boot? Yeah, I think a full plate is an understatement!